The thing that makes me
most mad at Matt
is that
he thinks
he can just come back
and kick it
like nothing ever happened.
He doesn’t answer for his actions.

I AM DYING
FASTER
THAN ANYONE ELSE
KNOWS.

My soul…
bought and sold
and promised
10 times over.

Who I am.

Is not who I should be.

I have fallen.

My wings burnt.

A shattered existence.

The divine gone.

Cold. Shameful. Disgraced.

Broken.

Lost.

No will.

How do I get back to heaven?