One night recently,
while in my bed,
I was meditating,
in the supine position.
As I closed my eyes,
and began to breathe…
Many things happened to me.
I became aware.
Smoke and miasma.
Clear and focused spirits,
Swirling.
Leaning in, curious,
and whispering.
A pool of hosts.
A woman by my side, praying.
No concern for safety,
I am merely an observer.
After that stage, I must have fallen asleep.
The next thing I know
I am screaming loudly,
in the middle of the living room.
My brothers and sisters are not there.
Gone, too, is the dog that guards the window.
I perceive myself draped in sheets.
Though, I do not touch the ground.
My feet do not exist.
The sheets are tattered and torn at the bottom.
I am floating in a cloud of mist.
In the darkness I see in hues of blues and blacks.
The thought occurs:
I might wake my mother,
If I keep screaming.
I decide to go back to bed,
confused as to how I got there.
I go upstairs and into my room.
Only to find,
someone is sleeping in my bed.
I grow furious.
I poke and prod and finally
pull up some of the blankets…
To see myself sleeping there.
I was confused and frustrated
but not angry anymore.
Soon after,
I faded from this vision and,
I awoke in my body.