• Liminal.

    One night recently,
    while in my bed,
    I was meditating,
    in the supine position. 

    As I closed my eyes,
    and began to breathe…
    Many things happened to me. 

    I became aware.
    Smoke and miasma.
    Clear and focused spirits,
    Swirling.
    Leaning in, curious,
    and whispering.
    A pool of hosts.
    A woman by my side, praying.
    No concern for safety,
    I am merely an observer.

    After that stage, I must have fallen asleep. 

    The next thing I know
    I am screaming loudly,
    in the middle of the living room. 

    My brothers and sisters are not there. 
    Gone, too, is the dog that guards the window. 

    I perceive myself draped in sheets. 
    Though, I do not touch the ground. 
    My feet do not exist. 
    The sheets are tattered and torn at the bottom. 
    I am floating in a cloud of mist. 
    In the darkness I see in hues of blues and blacks. 

    The thought occurs:
    I might wake my mother,
    If I keep screaming. 

    I decide to go back to bed,
    confused as to how I got there. 

    I go upstairs and into my room. 

    Only to find,
    someone is sleeping in my bed. 
    I grow furious. 
    I poke and prod and finally
    pull up some of the blankets…

    To see myself sleeping there. 

    I was confused and frustrated
    but not angry anymore. 

    Soon after,
    I faded from this vision and,

    I awoke in my body.

    July 4, 2013
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