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Toxic.

Yesterday 7:11 PM

What’s up dude?

Yesterday 8:49 PM

Hit me up when you’re out I have
something for you

Yesterday 8:49 PM

😎🙄💩🤒😭👹💵🎶💃🏻☕️☕️☕️

🕛🕠🕡🕣🕘

You want to go to the club with me,
h████, you, and get sick, cry and
become demons while paying the
cover charge to see some shitty band
while drinking coffee. Then hold up
the coffee house and run the clock
out with hostages?

Yes tomorrow’s my day off that will be
fine

What were you trying to say? Are you
insulting me?

I dont believe you can do it

Ah lol okay fair. I don’t judge you dude
ever. I Never have or will. I don’t feel
like you care about our friendship,
which hurts but I understand..
Understand you probably never cared
at any point anyway. No malicious
attitudes here though, peace, dude.

Sincerely mean that.

You literally blacked out in a hottub
and the cops dropped you off the
other night dude come on

I appreciate your concern but if you
sincerely think I have a drinking
problem being condescending doesn’t
help and dude we all were going on a
great drinking bout. I was supposed to
sleep at H████’s but he ditched me.

We all drink until we get drunk

On the weekends at least

Come on man be honest with yourself
if you’re not going to be honest with
me. Thats a terrible mentality and you
dont speak for anyone except yourself
and you’re trying to group everyone
together to justify your actions.

I’m just going to go home after this
beer

Sorry man no offense like I said I
appreciate your concern

Dude if you really think that you’re
beyond me. I am busy as fuck. I don’t
have free time or free money. I am
working hard to achieve my goals and
my dreams. Don’t be such a
melodramatic pussy all the time
making up shit. I go to school all day
and work all night and barely have
time to sleep because I have to do
homework when I get home at
midnight. I don’t know what to tell
you. You just don’t get it.

I am sorry A████. I am just sick of
your shit. You are unstable and YOU
are the shitty friend. The whole world
revolves around you and your
preconceived notions. You are
unwilling to accept anything that does
not validate your prejudices. It’s
unhealthy. All you want to do is drink
or smoke and it’s boring. I cannot
possibly begin to have an intellectual
conversation with you because you
don’t listen and you are so fucking
myopic and self-righteous you can’t
even begin to see from anyone else’s
point of view. You just make stupid
prepubescent jokes all the
time. Every time we text me you make
shit up in your head and try to guilt me
into being a “better friend” to you
because I am too busy to go fuck
around and drink with you? Fuck off
dude you’ve been being a piece of shit
to me for a long time. You need to get
your act together. You are unstable
and all over the place. You are so
dumb you don’t even understand that
YOU are the one who ruined your
relationship with S████. She still loves
you but you’re the one who can’t be in
a relationship because you treat
people like objects and cannot accept
not having everything exactly the way
you want it. Now, I love you A████ but
I am sick of your shit. Leave me alone
for a while I am super stressed, I have
a lot of homework and bills and
responsibilities, my anime convention
is a week away and I am scrambling to
finish work for it and still do all of my
homework and work every night. So
please, get your shit together and
don’t you dare try to derail me
because it just won’t happen.

Ah you don’t know me, man. I don’t
care what you think anymore. If you
don’t appreciate me now you never
will and I don’t have the time to
change your mind. I just offer to get
high with you because I figure that’s
the only thing that will get you to
share company. You don’t know my
relationship with S████ and no one
does or will, ever. The only thing I am
sincerely sorry and I will tell you is not
being able to cognitively hold a
socially healthy conversation because
there is sincerely something wrong
with me and my mental health.
Sincerely. I don’t know what you want
me to be. I work out 4-5 days a week.
I work a lot of overtime. I probably
drink less than you. I was worried
about you finding out about my owi
because I knew you would judge me.

Sent as a Text Message

November 30, 2015