Hello my name is Ben.  I am 20 years old and I am searching my soul for deep inspiration, despite the chances of succeeding being minimal.  I can’t think of anything remotely interesting about myself besides my healthy attraction to ███ ███████, my love for illicit substances, and my drive to make personal wealth.  How I choose to observe these drives is by creating artworks of many mediums from traditional artistries to music.  My natural talents guide me, though I often need recourse.  This is where I am struggling, to find substance or form, in which to convey my emotions, my perception.